我的记事簿.

Tuesday, September 30, 2008 | 4:40 AM

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heh. i stole this from ziyi who stole it from huixian who stole it from natalie.
hahas XD

If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling.
If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.
If you get 10-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you’re fearless.
People who don’t have any are liars.
I fear...
[ ] the dark
[ ] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent
[ ] giving birth (lucky guys.)
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[x (depends wat kind lah.)] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[ ] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants
Total so far: 1
[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[x] deep water
[x] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[ ] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] rats
[x] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
Total so far: 4
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] crossing hanging bridges
[x] death
[ ] heaven
[x] being robbed
[ ] falling
[ ] clowns
[ ] dolls
[ ] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[x (??) ] tornadoes
Total so far: 7
[x] hurricanes
[x] incurable diseases
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[x] ghosts
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[ ] being alone
[x] becoming blind
[x] becoming deaf
[ ] growing up
Total so far: 12
[x] creepy noises in the night
[ ] bee stings
[ ] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] needles
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat
[ ] high speed
[ ] throwing up
[ ] falling in love
[ ] super secrets
Grand total: 13

hahas, im am normal? ^-^
very non-specific, like, fire, u mean a candle flame or wat.... -.-
some options are just weird... dinosaurs............ -.-|||
zzz. die liao lah, aint in the study mood. zzz.

HOW?
;thepeabrainner

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i knew it when i promised i would stop my snacking and gorging habits that,
I WOULD NEVER BE ABLE TO ADHERE TO MY PROMISE.
i have still been eating french fries, and even worse, almost everyday... i seriously need self-control, cant possibly eat french fries everyday!

reasons are simple enough, because:
1. French Fries are terribly bad for health, too much of it can actually cause cancer.
2. French Fries are horribly oily, too much of it, or rather, a little bit of it can cause your pretty faces to sprout pimples.
3. French Fries are terribly horribly and disgustingly full of oily FATS, a teeny weeny bit can cause your FATS to be even, and extremely alot more FATTER.

understand?
i really need to learn to control my hunger and greed. -.-
many ppl dont believe im actually 47kg, that is the biggest problem, i dont look like i am, but I AM. that, is the worst.
zzzzz...
and, it actually rained so heavily today, just when i wanted to chiong my 2.4km properly today. win liao lor. i feel guilty if i dont go and exercise lah.
zzzzzz...
tml going to mediacorp to watch National Science Challenge Finals! (^-^)
hahas, alvin zhiliang jiayou ok! hee.

CIAO,
;thepeabrainner

heh heh heh.
yeah yeah stop praising and exclaiming, i know my drawings are great~
hahas, lol. (X

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i have been super hardworking!
been running everyday since tuesday, tml too, and 6 rounds! (X
i am determined to regain my original weight of 45kg! (8
(ahh but the thought of parting with my snacking and gorging habits is very sad...)
hee hee.
but, im still not hardworking enough for my EOYs. (T.T)
haiyohyoh~ *tsk tsk*

okok, going off to be hardworking!

BELIEVE IT OR NOT,
;thepeabrainner

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i. am. totally. fed. up. with. MATHS.
zzzzzzz... spent yet another afternoon haggling with those irritating maths problems with ziyi. DX
trying to lull myself into an exam mood, but its extremely and super difficult. hmphs.
ran 2.4km today, and omg it is freaking slow. my timing was 14.38min.... but considered that i didnt really chiong, still, er, ok??
NO IT AINT. tml i am running once more with ziyi vann, partly because i wanna change my timing (duh!!), another is that me wanna exercise more~!

this sounds absurd but i want to recommend a chinese book to everyone:
《佐贺的超级阿么嬷》
hahas, i know i know, is school force all sec3s to read de book, but honestly i find it a really good read, not just good but also very inspiring. (:
i think the book teaches and tells us about many things in life, i love the way the ahma inside view things. seriously, i think it is an excellent book.
(^o^)

OFF,
;thepeabrainner

“让人察觉不到的体贴才是真正的体贴，真正的关切。”
“即使有两三个人讨厌你，转过身来还有一亿人。”

-《佐贺的超级阿么嬷》


ahhhaaha. admit it admit it, ITS COOL. XD
yeah yeah yeah! :D

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i cant believe it. i cant believe myself.
i was once 45kg, and then i was so greedy. whenever, wherever, i eat and eat and eat, stuff myself full with the excuse that i am too thin.
and now, i have to face the consequences.

SHOCKING BUT TRUE, NOW I SHALL EXPOSE THE CONSEQUENCES OF BEING GREEDY.





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I AM NOW OFFICIALLY 47KG.

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~~ * shrieks in horror*
i have actually gained a whopping 2 kilograms!!!!!!
what. the. hell. now i am classified under short and fat, look like potatoes group.
no more training, no more exercise = no more shedding of layers of fats. and every second im here blabbing away, my butt is growing bigger, my one and only great "ab" is growing greater.

ALRIGHT. NO MORE SNACKING. NO MORE MUNCHING ON BISCUITS AND GORGING OF FRENCH FRIES.
(omgomg, like is this possible~? eating is, ME! *bawls away, complain complain.* TT.TT)

finefine... zzzzzzzzzzzzz
hey dont be too traumatised by this little (its great and fat actually) fact about me arh. calm down ok.
BLEAH~ )X

DETERMINED,
;thepeabrainner

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ok LOL. was kinda bored.

What is your strongest emotion? Your Result: Love/Happiness It appears love and peace and prosperity is your strongest emotion. You want everyone to be just as happy as you don't want anyone hurt and will do anything to make everyone smile
Sadness
Fear
Guilt/Regret
Hate/Anger
Lust/Attention Whore
Greed
Jealousy
What is your strongest emotion? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

What mental disorder do you have? Your Result: ADD (Attention Deficit Disorder) You have a very hard time focusing, and you find it difficult to stay on task without your mind wandering. You probably zone in and out of conversations and tend to miss out on directions because you cannot focus
Manic Depressive
GAD (Generalized Anxiety Disorder)
OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder)
Paranoia
What mental disorder do you have? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

yeahyeah. attention deficit disorder... zzzzzzzzzzzz....-.-

Which Element Are You? Your Result: You Are Fire! You are independent and will usually carry on. You are good at trying new things, and are the leader of the pack. You have a lot of friends, but a horrible temper.
You Are Air!
You Are Earth!
You Are Water!
Which Element Are You? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

What Mythical Creature are you? Your Result: Nymph Nymphs are known for being extraordinarily beautiful. Unlike other mythical creatures, Nymphs are completely unselfish and do not always realize their beauty. Because of this naivette, they are easily taken advantage of. Nymphs are quite innocent and devoted. They have one main passion in life, and devote themselves to it. As a Nymph, you are pure of heart, playful, and very free spirited.
Elf
Siren
Vampire
Werewolf
What Mythical Creature are you? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

i got interesting things to post the nxt time~

;thepeabrainner

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the picture is tiny... cant really see anything luh. -.-
i was supposed to get this like ages ago, but, oh well, here it is. AND i still remember that it was a total screw up, everything planned went haywire.... -.-
feel super empty and aimless these few days. why? simple reason:

cos there isnt any wushu!! )X

its like huh? so early go home? i totally have no motivation to go to school on tuesdays, thursdays and fridays.
its damn weird. theres like nothing to look forward too, and it just feels pointless going to school... zzz..

cos there isnt any wushu!! )X

moving on to important matters. I NEED TO STUDY.
and even more importantly. I NEED SOMEONE TO TELL ME TO.
and the most important. I NEED SOMEONE TO STUDY WITH ME.
cos i have no idea what im studying... o.O no one teach me then i will just doze off luh..
ok! set! tml shall be the last day of slacking! study hard after that! (>.<)
(.... honestly, do you actually even believe what i am saying..)
FINE. WATEVA~

STUDY HARD ARH PPL,
;thepeabrainner

I AM SUPER ADDICTED TO THE FOLLOWING SONGS 8D:

曲名：想念你的歌 歌手：张惠春

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wYpP0whzO7Q
是否曾经后悔过
那时候负气
说走 就走
是否偶尔想过我
所以埋怨我
没打听你的下落
逞强常常让人无法负荷
躲起来边哭边说
I miss you
还舍不得把你 封锁

星光闪烁 如何拥有
站在远方才看见星空的轮廓
虽然有时候会寂寞
墙上时钟 停格
你说放开手才会快乐
用悲伤的脉搏写成
想念你的歌

该怎么才能 让你懂呢
谁对谁错已经模糊了
忘记了
我们都处理 得有点笨拙
毕竟从来没有
像这一次如此爱过
想念常让我无法负荷
常常只有一个念头
I miss you
我的爱情来没有死掉过


曲名：传说 歌手：林宥嘉&刘力扬

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bCZ2QU2qWQs
女:宇宙洪荒那时候
第一句爱是谁说出口
当时的他 如何形容
对方 听懂不懂

男:开天辟地了以后
第一对恋人什么结果
洞穴湖泊 日升月落
他们 爱了多久

男:如果我们那时就相遇
会不会爱得比较放心
合:也许分离 还没被发明
来折磨爱情

男:一千次轮回都不错过
女:一万里相随都不放手
合:在每个尽头 再约好碰头
再睁开眼 就认出你我

女:一千次轮回足不足够
男:一万里漂泊又算什么
合:这人海辽阔 爱总被磋跎
总该 留一篇传说

女:宇宙洪荒那时候
第一句爱是谁说出口
当时的他 如何形容
对方 听懂不懂

男:开天辟地了以后
第一对恋人什么结果
洞穴湖泊 日升月落
他们 爱了多久

男:如果我们那时就相遇
会不会爱得比较放心
合:也许分离 还没被发明
来折磨爱情

男:一千次轮回都不错过
女:一万里相随都不放手
合:在每个尽头 再约好碰头
再睁开眼 就认出你我

女:一千次轮回足不足够
男:一万里漂泊又算什么
合:这人海辽阔 爱总被磋跎
总该 留一篇传说

合:我会尽我全力
抵抗世间的情戏
无情地爱你 wo~

男:一千次轮回都不错过
女:一万里相随都不放手
合:在每个尽头 再约好碰头
再睁开眼 就认出你我

女:一千次轮回足不足够
男:一万里漂泊又算什么
合:这人海辽阔 爱总被磋跎
总该 留一篇传说

女:还好我有你
男:幸好你有我
合:一起写一篇传说


CRUSH -David Archuleta

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-0GS9aMxkiM
I hang up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time
Deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush
Cause the possibility
that you would ever feel the same way
About me
It's just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away
But I know this crush aint goin away, goin away

Has it ever cross you mind
When were hangin, spending time girl,
Are we just friends
Is there more, is there more
See it's a chance we've gotta take
Cause I believe that we can make this into
Something that will last, last forever, forever

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away
But I know this crush aint goin away, goin away

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way I do
Cause I'm tryin, tryin to walk away
But I know this crush aint goin away, goin away

WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~! XD

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another pretty doodle! ^-^



lately very inspired to draw stuff. hee. (X
today sec2s clean wushu carpet, and as expected i kpo also go, haas. i miss wushu and rvwushu the team! >.<
trying hard to make myself work harder for EOYs. zzz.. -.-
MUST JIAYOU FOR ME OK.

ZZZ,
;thepeabrainner

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just random, saw it in songning's blog. XD

The Part of You That No One Sees

You are lively, dramatic, and flamboyant. You have an outrageous personality... And you secretly resent anyone who makes you tone it down. Underneath it all, you are driven by your need for attention and acceptance. You need to feel special at all times. You are secretly jealous and occasionally insecure.

ahahas. quite true tho. >.<
BLEEEAAAAAAAHHHH~

;thepeabrainner

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things always just happen to take the most unexpected turn, and that is what we call reality.
you could have been just walking along a straight road, and at the next bend you find yourself stuck in the middle of a maze.
one second before you could have been free of worries, but the next one you may just land yourself in a terrible mess of things.

but still, smile like never before, because everyday is a new adventure.
(^-^)(^0^)(^.^)

微笑是世界上最简单但也最有力量的东西。

SMILE,
;thepeabrainner

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i feel super useless.
really pity my mom, one person have to handle the finances, all the tax and insurance and loads of crap. which she has no idea about.
and, i also dont know anything! i read all the letters and stuff, i dont know whatever is going on, i just know need to pay alot of money.
and, obviously i also dont have that kind of money.
i dont really feel sad not being able to go the china trip, after all she had no choice.
all i feel now is immense guilt.
shes there all worried and stressed, i cant do anything at all cause i dont know ANYTHING AT ALL about these stuff.

$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$
oh, money.

突然为好多好多事情感到很内疚.

;thepeabrainner

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yucks.
sucks.
today last official training for this term. )X
i want unofficial trainings lah! and i shall participate in all cleaning activities in the following weeks. hahas. XD
jiaolian fly to taiwan today, so training was taken by PK (evil old man. oops, jkjk.).
me and vann were like discussing abt it and predicted that PK take de definitely all PT de liao. AND SO.
we had PT for the whole training..... long long time never do so much le, reminded me, wy, zy, vann of last time the trainings, which were actually much worse. (>.<)
one thing i derived from this trng is that, my abs sucks (-.-), so does my arms (-.-), and i really hate my legs which have the freaking tendency to i-duno-wats-that-think-is-abit-like-....
actually i have no idea how to express it, zy wy vann would know what it mean tho...
it was quite tiring today, BUT I KNOW EVERYONE LOVED IT. 8D hehs.
today PK last day or supposedly so in rvwushu, going off to ns nxt tues. hahas.
byebye! good luck! thank you for helping out so much in the team! and MAYBE we will miss u. (X
the 师弟师妹再见 thing was, hilarious. i started laughing away with ziyi.....
went to eat with wy, zy, pk and darren after trng, and once again i eat fries... cos got nothing else and at home got cook, so fine~
i reached home when i wasnt supposed to, and heng, my mom was not home. heh heh. (X
CCA photos are out! super nice. hee. ^-^

and now im off to face reality. (yeah yeah, in other words, HOMEWORK and STUDIES.)

TO WUSHU WITH LOVE,
;thepeabrainner

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i had a terrible afternoon today.
i was suffering under the wrath of trigonometry, dreadfully tormented, while my fellow members of rvwushu were happily practicing handstands and cartwheels, which i have been longing to do for long!
so long since i did a handstand! i dont dare to do on my own, later crack my head and neck... -.-
i wonder~ if it's pure coincidence or if it's intentional, but everytime i really cannot make it for extra trainings, (it's not like i want to!)
jiaolian always seems to be teaching or training ppl on stuff i wanna do!!!
GRAAAAAHHH!!!!!!!!
this is highly suspicious. hmphs. >.<
ah and i got my progress report.
GPA 2.3, the first time i got so low. hahas.
AS EXPECTED, it wasnt well done, duh, i was busy at that time.
but amazingly and to my utmost shock, I DIDNT FAIL ANYTHING. miraculously. heh heh.
have to work hard for EOYs now, looking at the pile of hmwork and projects feel sian diao. zzz...
I NEED MOTIVATION.
i have to get better results this time, and i believe its totally possible to do so.
so motivate me people~~~~~~~~~ ._.

many of my juniors are now "growing up". super funny lah they all, hahas.
dont worry~ its perfectly normal, just let it be, and somehow it'll just, go~ someday. although it may take a few years... X_X heh heh.
going off, got an enormous pile of work to struggle with. )X
byebye!

TO WUSHU WITH LOVE,
;thepeabrainner

pretty dooodle (:

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晴天不能永恒，它总会变成阴天。
阴天也一样，它不会永恒，总有一天它也会变成晴天。

你有这个耐心等待吗？
我相信我有。(;

;thepeabrainner

云彩与风筝 彩虹与向日葵

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人总是无法站在别人的立场想想，心里总是只有“我”。
唉，怎么会这样呢？

为了满足自己，人会不顾一切。从没想过，短暂的快乐并没有价值。
碰到了打击自己的事，人会失去理智。又何必在事情里不停的打转，让自己痛苦呢？

设身处地为别人着想，不是不可能的。而冷静地面对，然后彻底的放下，很困难但是，不是不可能的。

真无奈，又被夹在中间了。这样也不是，那样也不是，真是悲哀呀。

;thepeabrainner

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你

歌手： 范玮琪
词/曲：范玮琪

Do Re Mi Fa Sol La Si Do
这是为你 写的歌
每个音符都是悠扬 的快乐
我听见了整个世界
因此 微笑了

Oh I used to be blue and lonely.
Thank god that I’ve found you, darling.
You don’t have to know me but you truly make me happy.
Oh Once again I thank you darling.
You have made me whole world shining.
(Once again the sun is shining/smiling.)
I believe that this time true love really comes to me.

在孤单的时候我会 想念着 你的手
感觉手心暖暖传来 你的热
我知道你终究会来
所以我期待~
Oh 我不明白什么是爱
直到发现你的存在
整个世界忽然好像被你填满色彩
Oh 我才发现这就是爱
简简单单像个小孩
所谓真爱不过就是看你笑开怀

this song is lovely~ ^-^
can hear it from the music player beside the tagboard. (:
really really reeaaaaally tired out now.
too many things to be done and too little time. *sigh*
>.<
wanna sleep now, immediately.
but i cant, thanks to CID.
tml gotta wake up super early too, cos got wushu.
half sad half happy, ): cos have to wake up damn early, (: cos its WUSHU!
ok great, now off to toil again.

SLEEEEEPY,
;thepeabrainner

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if you think that ghosts and monsters are disgusting and horrifying,
that the pressing darkness and the eerie silence is terrifying,
and that your mother's wrath is dreadful and to be feared,

then you ain't seen anything yet.

now let me introduce to you,
the 21st century's horror of the horrors:





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C.I.D.

zzzz. right.
the most traumatising thing that River Valley High students have ever encountered.

C.I.D.

agree?
*collective exclamations and screams of "YEESSSSSSS!!!!!!"*
not even the word 'hate' can express well enough my strong feelings towards it.
i'll bet all RV students would agree with me. (ah, but maybe a few oddballs here and there wouldn't. e.g. The Genius Zong Guo)

this isn't a holiday, at all.
ah well, like there has ever been a proper holiday since i entered RV. >.<
i present my heartfelt well-wishes to all rv students,
please, don't die yet alright?

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

GOOD LUCK,
;thepeabrainner

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WUSHU
RVwushu 罗老师 ZHwushu
ZHs
Darren
RVs
Alvina Cher Claire EnChin Huixian Natalie Nicole Priscilla SongNing Wanyan WenQi XinZhe XunHong YueLing Ziyi

KZERS
Kzers
Alicia Brenda Chuye Elisa Grace Jiajun JunBin Lixuan Qiuyan Siyi Songwei Szefan Xiaoxi Yinshan Youxiang Zhiliang

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