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reminiscence.

Tuesday, October 14, 2008 | 10:27 PM

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“因为害怕失去，所以放弃拥有。”

how many times have we gave up on something, just because we're afraid of losing it in the end, just because we're afraid of falling?
因为非常的清楚，没有什么事情可以是永远的。不敢踏出第一步，因为恐惧失去时的感觉，害怕面对将来的失败。
没错，为了确保自己不会需要承受伤心，所以选择了放弃，不论是梦想或是想要的。人就是那么的胆怯。
曾想过曾经拥有也是一种幸福，无常是无法避免的，就勇敢的踏出第一步努力奋斗呢？
但是，人始终还是那么地害怕，那么地胆小。矛盾吧？




hahas that was super random. was watching a show and came across the quote.
true, ain't it? we're just so sissy and cowardly, this is human. hahas. (^-^)
a sudden realisation hit me that since its 15Oct today, i would be 15 years old in just 2 months! *sobs*
moreover, in less than 3 months, i would be year4 already! *bawls* (TT.TT)
feeling devastated that im leaving my childhood and growing big and old. ahhhhhhh i dont want, i refuse to.
yaya though i know im lucky to be 15 only in december and many ppl like vann january jiu 15 liao.
hahas come to think of it, when i just turn 15, in just 19 days vann will be 16. hohoho. *smirks*
but still sian lah can.
growing up will have to start facing alot of things and having many responsibilities one will never have to worry about as a kid.
BLEEAAH! why does time pass soooo fast? this year practically zoomed its way to the next. zzzzz...
if its possible i would wanna forever stay in year2 and year3, it would be uber perfect~

thinking back, i think i was really lucky in my years in rv so far.
look at where i have been, what i have gone through.

the best the most super wonderful and fun class in rv and in my whole life:
KZERS!!!


how many classes can be like ours, so bonded, so crazy, so funny and been through so many together?
until now we still havent forgotten about everything we went through.
terribly miss my seat beside brenda, behind zhiliang and mingjun and in front of the gay partners ruimin and siqi.
it was my amazing luck that i ended up in this class. it was heart-wrenching to have to leave.

I LOVE YOU ALL KZERS!
AND I MISS YOU ALL LOTS AND LOTS, TERRIBLY. ):



the super uber best amazing united enthu crazy cca in rv where the cutest ppl can be found and where i would never wanna leave:
RVWUSHUXST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
立化武术醒狮团!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




i dont hate tankimchuan and catalinayeow for not letting me appeal out of this cca anymore, and never.
still remember how at the start of year1 how strong was my hate for then, now i could just say i love you and plant kisses on their cheeks.
miraculous, how i was once ranting and swearing that i hated wushu and how i would never ever like it, now, i love it like my life.
miraculous, how i was once the most AP person in rvwushu, now, im crazily enthu about rvwushu.
honestly, without rvwushu, i would not have survived my school life, neither would i have the motivation to go to school.
i would have missed out so many things in life, experiences, teamwork, fun and friendship.
i am ever so lucky, when i hear ppl complaining about their cca, finding ways to pon cca, i cant help putting in a word that i love mine.
my classmates sometimes are even envious that im in such a cca which makes ppl treasure it so much, where the teammates are enthusiastic.
im in a cca with a majority of ppl that are always looking forward to cca, who love it, who treasure it.
we've grown from a tiny little team with no asprirations to a big and significant bonded team. (:
i start missing the team after just a few days of no cca, and especially now, whenever i just see a teammate from rvwushu, i feel super happy.
i have no idea how im going to leave the team in year6. i dont ever wanna, and rvwushuxst, i would always remember it for life.
a team with the most amazing ppl, the cutest, the nicest, the funniest, the coolest, the craziest, the silliest, the loveliest, the bravest, the strongest, the best.

I LOVE WUSHU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND MOST IMPORTANTLY I LOVE EVERYONE, MY FRIENDS TEAMMATES SENIORS AND JUNIORS OF RVWUSHUXST.

im the luckiest and happiest person in rv who has the bestest class and cca.
where i found my bestest of friends like bikini bottom and the brain problem 家族. (X
altho rv sometimes really sucks and pisses me off (actually it always does.), but i have to thank her for letting me have a chance to be in kzers and rvwushuxst.
i'll never wanna forget, or rather, i'll NEVER FORGET.
XD


aww, i feel very emotional now. (>.<)
when is eoy ever going to end.
i wanna have wushu again!!!
i feel like hugging everybody. (._.)

TO WUSHU WITH LOVE,
TO KZERS WITH LOVE,
TO BIKINI BOTTOM WITH LOVE,
TO BRAIN PROBLEM 家族 WITH LOVE,
;thepeabrainner

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ZHs
Darren
RVs
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KZERS
Kzers
Alicia Brenda Chuye Elisa Grace Jiajun JunBin Lixuan Qiuyan Siyi Songwei Szefan Xiaoxi Yinshan Youxiang Zhiliang

ICHIANS
Ich E.lit
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